Reynolds

Well, I started my new job at 24 hour fitness! I love it! It is so laid back which is EXACTLY what I need. The kids are so great and so cute. Of course some are obnoxious but that's to be expected. I thought this job would make me less baby hungry. Nope. It makes me want kids more so that I can experience all of the cute stuff these kids do with my own! Hopefully it will get my stress levels down enough so this can be the month for us! I have been religious on taking my supplements and my shake. I have thrown dairy COMPLETELY out! (Except tonight we had lasagna because my mother-in-law made it for dinner. I did not feel well after either). No more highly processed foods and exercising more. Let me tell ya, I am feeling SO much better! It's like night and day! I have more energy, my attitude is better, it's awesome. I can tell my estrogen levels are still a little high cause I broke out on my chest. It makes me so mad! I haven't had a pimple since high school and now all of a sudden acne city on my chest! Grr! But it is getting better seeing as to how I'm not exploding at every single little thing. Which is nice because I felt really bad when I did. I knew I was being mean but at the same time my anger overwhelmed the guilt. No bueno. But we're all good now. Some days are easy and some days are not when it comes to the baby thing. I see a girl with a baby bump or my friends planning there baby showers and what not and I break down. But then there are times when I'm totally fine and it doesn't affect me at all. I just get bitter when I see these no good piece of crap, druggie women popping out babies like it's nothing and I haven't even had one. I'm only 22 and I understand that I'm young and I have plenty of time. It's just hard when you want it now! (Insert foot stomp here). Haha. I have put my trust in the Lord though and I have finally, truthfully, accepted that it may take some time for us. I always say that. Haha. But this time I'm for real. It's gonna be okay. Just do me a favor newlyweds. don't get pregnant before me!! Haha, Just kidding! ;).

So we are going to Bear Lake for the 4th of July! I'm so excited! I really REALLY need this vacation! We're going to be in the sun so I'll get my Vitamin D! ;). I'll make sure to take lots of pictures to post on here. I feel like I never post pictures anymore haha.

Dallas and I got to babysit my cousins kids last night and that was fun. Do you think I have enough children in my life? I am the secretary in the Primary Presidency, I work at the Kids Club at 24 Hour Fitness, and I babysit peoples kids every once in a while. I'm thinkin, I'm ready for my own now. Eh? Here's some pictures of our fun filled night! They love Dallas! Wyatt crawls all over him as you will see here!

Oh and I got my hair done. I got the Ombre style. I'm probably going to dye it back in a week though. It's been fun but I miss my dark hair! 

Well everyone I will post on here next week about our Bear Lake trip! Love you all! :)