I've realized that I have this complex. I can't ever be told what to do or I flip out! At work, it's a different story. But, family members, friends, etc. drives me NUTS! I don't know why? But it started when I was a teenager. I thought it would end by the time I moved out of my parents house but nope, still makes me crazy!

Well I went to my follow up at The Health Spot and I thought that Pam was going to start singing! She looked at my levels and was so pleased and so was I! My hormone levels were at a normal level, my anxiety levels, everything! I was so excited. I haven't felt this good in a loong time! I have more energy and I'm not in pain anymore. This stuff works, I am an example right here! I feel like the old me. It makes me soo happy! I wanted to show you the difference between my first and second visit! It's crazy! Here are some pictures.

Red and yellow (as you can guess) are bad. My levels in the Lymph/drainage went up a little bit but I was fighting off a cold at the time. But it's pretty awesome! :) She said she's hoping I'll get pregnant this month or next. That probably wasn't the best thing to say to someone like me because it got my hopes up a little bit. 

I'll be finding out if I'm pregnant or not in a little over a week so please lots of prayers and baby dust because I don't think I can handle getting disappointed for a 6th time. It's becoming too hard. I'm trying not to stress out about it but it's difficult because I want it more than anything. It's also really hard with all of the outside forces constantly asking me if I'm pregnant or asking me when we're going to get pregnant. It kills me, I can't handle the pressure anymore. It sucks. So, again, lots of prayers and baby dust! 

I appreciate all of you! You're the best and I know your praying for me because I improve everyday. Thank you for the love and support! You're the best! :) 

Uh, where's my shampoo?

So, I get home from a long day at work and I hop into the shower and I'm getting ready to wash my hair when I look at the windowsill and I don't see my shampoo or conditioner. I jump out of the shower and go running around the house soaking wet and freezing cold to see where my shampoo could be! (We had to stay at Dal's parents Monday night to house sit so I thought I packed it) I can't find it anywhere! Well I'm getting really cold so I jumped back into the shower and low and behold there is my shampoo and conditioner on the shelf that hangs around the shower head. Seriously?! So, here's a message to my sweetheart Dallas, don't move my stuff or I won't be able to find it! haha. It gets better, I hear my dog Koda start whining so I go to peek out through the shower curtain to see if Dallas was home and there is his face!! Right there! I let out this pitiful little squeak/ scream. Dallas cracked up. It was pretty funny haha.

I just finished the Hunger Games series! All I have to say is THERE SHOULD BE MORE BOOKS! I'm very sad that I'm already done! They were so good, I literally read them in like 3 days! haha. I went and bought the 3rd one because I couldn't find anyone to borrow it from, that's how good they were. TEAM PEETA ALL THE WAY! He's just tender, love him. But, if you haven't read the books then you're stupid. No, just kidding....but seriously....read the books. You're missin out!

 I just heard about the Tornadoes in Texas. I called my parents and I was like so just making sure you're still alive..sorry I'm a day late. The tornadoes didn't hit their area thank heavens. But I freaked out when I saw the pictures this morning because seriously one of the pictures looked like it came from my parents backyard.

Well guys, The Health Spot truly works miracles. I am feeling soo much better. I have been in such a great mood lately and I feel like my stress and anxiety levels have gone down a TON. And, my back has been better and my pain with my endometriosis has improved as well! I'm supposed to be drinking this shake though and I can't drink it. It literally made me throw up. It's so thick and gritty and has this nasty after taste. I can't do it! Any suggestions? I put strawberries, bananas, blueberries, and rice milk in it. I'm not sure what else to do. I have my follow up appt tomorrow and I'm pretty sure Pam is not going to be too pleased with me haha.

 I've been going through a roller coaster of emotions with the whole situation of trying to get pregnant. I started off really sad and then really angry. I have been praying and searching and reaching out to you for comfort. I know you guys have been praying for me because the other day I felt this overwhelming peace that everything is going to be okay. The Lord has never left my side and just because he's not giving me what I want now doesn't mean he never will. He's not saying no, it's more like, not right now. Like I said in my last post, it's all on His time. I feel like I can be more patient. My dad texted me the other day about my going to The Health Spot. He said, "You need to see this as a healing process and stop worrying about getting pregnant until your menstrual cycles feel better. This will be a sign some healing has taken place." So true! I need my body to be healthy and it takes time! I want my baby to grow in a healthy body! Hopefully I will look back on this time one day and think, "Wow, what a waste of time and energy to worry about that stuff when there was really nothing to worry or stress myself out over." It's not my plan....It's Heavenly Father's...If you go to Him and say, "Ok, so here's my plan..." You know he's just gonna laugh. But, again thank you for the prayers and support. I really appreciate it.

Here's some quotes that have helped me through!

Love you all!:)

It's all on the Lords Time

Life has been so crazy lately! I swear I never feel like I have time to myself anymore. I work 40 hours a week and I have a calling as the Secretary in the Primary Presidency in Church that I'm always trying to catch up on and of course my most important calling, I'm a wife to an amazing man! As blessed as I am to be able to have a full time job and be married and be a member to a wonderful church, it's gets exhausting!Phew! I just need to lay down and breath! haha.

I try not to talk about things that are too personal online. But it's hard, especially when you just want support. (not, rude and unwanted opinions). Dallas and I are wanting to have a mini Reynolds! We have been since November but unfortunately, no luck so far. Some people would say, " Oh come on, it hasn't been that long." True, to other people maybe not. But to us it seems like forever and it gets discouraging. That's one of the reasons I've been going to that lady at The Health Spot. (see post below) And, we get more impatient when more and more people are getting pregnant. Everyone keeps asking us, "When are you guys going to start having a family?" I know they're not trying to be insensitive or hurt my feelings but I just wanna say, Well we're doing as much as we can! haha. Anyways, we could use some prayers. I really feel like my true calling in this life is to be a wife and mother. I need to remember that it's all on the Lords time and that when he's ready to send that little spirit down to us he will. I'm trying to put all of my faith and trust in Him but, I'm only human and one of my huge flaws is that I'm extremely impatient. But, like I said...I'M TRYING! haha. But I think this quote says it all. 

I've been reading the Hunger Games! Holy crap! LOVE THESE BOOKS! I'm getting started on the last one tonight. I can't believe it took me this long to read them. I kept starting to read them but I was just kind of like eh, but everyone kept telling me READ IT! So, finally I was like, ok just read it! And, I couldn't put it down! I'm glad I have another series to obsess about now that I've read all of the Harry Potter Books and Twilight books 500 times and the Harry Potter movies are over and now the Twilight movies are almost over too...even though the Twilight movies SUCK.....I still go see them because I like the books! Dallas and I saw Hunger Games and loved it! Dallas never read the books so he was freaking out the whole time. He leaned over and was like "Can we pause this for a second? I need to breath!" haha. It was cute! 

Well, I got to finish cleaning the house and then Hubby will be home! :). Today's my day off and I have a few more hours to enjoy it! :). Love you everyone! 

Wow.

It's been a while since I've posted on here. I've been so busy with work that I just come home and crash! So, Let's see if I can catch everyone up on a few things!

First of all, Dallas and I celebrated our 2 year anniversary on the 5th of this month! Holy cow! I can't believe it's been two years! Time flies! I still remember our first date. We went dirt biking that morning and then to the festival of colors and the whole time there was just this comfort between us. I felt like I'd known him forever, as if he had been my best friend for years. We held hands and kissed and we didn't leave each others side the whole day! And that was the beginning of our whirl wind romance! We fell in love very quickly and I love him even more now. I didn't even think that was possible but it is! One our anniversary I woke up that morning and Dallas led me into the kitchen and on the table was a container of Hot Chocolate (yes!) and a purple box. In the purple box was a mug that said "We did then, We do now." And the handle made a heart. There's a picture down below! I loved it! Then that night we went to Madeline's for dinner. It's a super nice steakhouse, like Outback but fancier haha. Dallas gave me this gorgeous tennis bracelet! And it's real! I was so surprised and I wear it everyday. And I got Dallas a really nice Nixon Rotolog Dark Wood. I know, wife of the year ;). Then we decided to go bowling! I was horrible of course. I got so many gutter balls it was sad haha. The bowling alley has an arcade area so we just decided to kill some time over there and we won over a thousand tickets. We just all of these tiny ridiculous toys haha. We went home after and Dallas turned on our song that we danced to at our wedding, "Then" by Brad Paisley, and danced with me. :). It was really sweet. Here's some pictures of mine and Dallas's presents

Dal's brother Cody got married on the 15th of this month to his new wife Kim. We are really happy for them! I'm excited that I finally get a sister! Haha. They were sealed in the Salt Lake City Temple and the sealing was beautiful. The spirit was very strong, we know they're meant to be together. Congrats to Cody and Kim! Best wishes for a wonderful Eternity!

So, I thought I'd share something things going on with me right now. I have a health disorder called endometriosis. If you're not sure what that is here's a link: Endometriosis.. It's not very pleasant. One of the side affects is infertility. Dallas and I are not worried about it though because my mom has it and I have many family members who have it and they all have children. But it causes me a lot of unbearable pain. It causes me to miss work, church, activities, etc. I've dealt with it since I was 15 and it just gets progressively worse. I've gone to the emergency room for it before because the pain was so awful I thought I had something else seriously wrong with me. Well, I started going to this woman at this place called The Health Spot. It's all natural. She specializes in things like endometriosis, auto immune disorders, anxiety, depression and much more. Well I suffer from 3 out of 4 of those and ever since I've been going to her I've started feeling soo much better! My mood swings have improved, my anxiety and depression. Everything. I'm starting to feel better physically too! I think it's going to take a little bit to feel 100% better with the pain. But it's lessening. She also helps with people who are struggling to get pregnant so that's a bonus for us! It's amazing and I love it!

Anyway, there are so many more things that I want to post but I'm running out of time! I have to go to work in a couple of hours and then Dallas and I get to see a private screening of The Hunger Games!! So excited! I just finished the book last night! So I'm more excited now! haha! 

I promise to get better about posting! Love you all! :) 

Here's how I see it...

Sorry everyone! It's been a while since I've posted on here! I know you all care so much right ;). Anyway, I was lying in bed last night thinking about random things when something came to my mind. I'm so tired of girls complaining about how they're tired of these guys just using them for physical purposes or when they don't put out they just dump them.

I've found the solution.

Women need to respect themselves more in order for men to respect them as a human being rather than an object. I see all of these pictures online all the time that these girls post of them in lingerie or totally wasted or posting all of these derogatory words. I mean do these girls really believe that men are going to want to take them home to meet their mothers? Or be in a committed relationship with them? Or see them in a wedding dress? I honestly don't think so.

It really bothers me to hear all of these songs saying things like "Gettin me all da hoes." No. Women are NOT hoes! We are not something you can just play around with then toss aside like a doll. We are people who have feelings and want to be loved. That being said...it's unfortunately our faults that we are being disrespected like this. Women are all over T.V. in their underwear or dancing around like a stripper or even wearing nothing at all. So men with the brains that they have (sorry but it's true) don't think "Ooo I wanna marry her!" No, they think "Ooo I wanna have sex with her!"

Women are beautiful and kind and compassionate. We're built to be mothers and wives. Not strippers and hookers.

Please girls I beg you. Cover up your bodies. They are temples and should be treated with the up most respect. Don't just show them off like they're nothing. Let men see your heart....not your cleavage.

I understand that women like to feel sexy. But you can do that covering up too. I wore some nice skinny jeans the other day and a really cute modest blouse and I felt really sexy! Honestly! I did! And guess what?? My husband told me I looked sexy too! WHOA!!! Shocking right?? Wrong, men like to sleep with girls in dirty, revealing clothes. But they like to MARRY and BE IN A RELATIONSHIP with women who respect themselves and don't put out and don't wear revealing clothes. It's a proven fact! LOOK IT UP!

I feel like I respect myself. I don't like wearing mini skirts or booty shorts or low cut shirts. I like being modest. I feel like it's more sexy when you keep men guessing. Not that I need to because I have an amazing husband who married me even though I've never worn those revealing clothes in my life! Or said a nasty swear word or have never gotten wasted! It's pretty crazy stuff!

I know this post may make no affect at all or hopefully it may make some people think! That would be awesome! But, I wanted to share my feeling regardless. Because I believe women are amazing people! God created you for a purpose. And that purpose is not to be, well, slutty...sorry but that's the word I thought of. He created you to become wives and mothers. And to respect yourself. Please don't take advantage of that!

Well now that I've rambled on. haha. Please comment and share your opinions about it. I'm a big girl I can take the not so nice ones too ;).

Love you all! :)

Hey guys! I haven't blogged in a while! Sorry, I got distracted! I was doing really good for a while but then I just slacked I guess. Sooo, Dallas and I went camping last weekend! It was a lot of fun! We went fishing and caught a ton of fish but you can only keep 4 a person per day so we had a total of I think 20 fish! Anyway, yes we are turning into quite the rednecks! Haha! I have created a monster by suggesting fishing to my husband and now he is addicted! I'm not going to lie! It's a blast when you do it right! The sleeping arrangements were pretty rough. Our air mattress had a slow leak in it so all night I kept having to get up and re-blow it up. The next night I was not going to deal with that again so we slept in our car...which wasn't comfortable but it was more comfortable then the air matress. Unfortunately mother nature came to visit that night and I was really sick...I kept waking up and trying not to throw up. I did once so needless to say...I was grateful to get home to my bed the next day. Other than that mess haha, it was a lot of fun!

So has anyone heard of the website pinterest? I'm sure you have. I am totally ADDICTED! It's great! I have been making recipes off of it and crafts off of it! It's so fun! If you have one come follow me on it and I'll follow you! It's under Breanna-Dallas Reynolds!

So my brother went to the MTC on the 14th! For those of you who aren't LDS that is the Missionary Training Center. He is going to be serving a 2 year mission in Mexico City, Mexico and he's in the MTC learning all about it and learning spanish and I'm soo proud of him! He's going to be an amazing missionary! My mom was also here during that week and we did a lot. We went out to eat a lot, we went to Gardener Village, and to the Quilted Bear and tons of boutiques! It was just a very girly week! haha!

Tonight we're going to be eating some thai food with our friends and just chill! It'll be fun! And then tomorrow we're going to go eat at Moochies! It's a philly cheese steak place and we heard it's amazing so we're going to give it a shot!

Sorry guys I promise to be better at posting! :)


Here's some pics from the MTC and Gardener Village with my Madre!

Here's some pictures from fishing! :)

I really just need to vent! I know it's kind of annoying when people vent but I need something to vent to so why not to my blog! lol!

#1 I really hate it when people refuse to buy new things...especially if the old thing they own is FALLING APART!! I know some people can't afford to and that's fine...but I'm talking about people who can and just want to run their crap into the ground. Stop being stubborn with your money! What are you going to think when you're 50 and look back on your life? "Oh yeah I really lived! I had a piece of crap car that squealed as soon as you hit the gas and nearly blew up on the freeway, I had a boat that leaked and nearly sank, I had the first cell phone ever invented and all I could do was make calls on it and even then it would constantly drop calls. It was AWESOME!" I know people are going to disagree with me on this buuuut you can't tell me about how I feel! Sorry! lol. But it drives me NUTS!

#2 Stop posting about how much you are in LOVE with your boyfriend or spouse! We get it! You're happy! I don't mind the occasional "My husband is wonderful" or "I love my boyfriend" But on EVERY SINGLE STATUS?? Is it necessary? And there are just somethings that we really don't need to know about your relationship! So please don't post it all over facebook....we don't care if your boyfriend cheated on you, or if you and your husband got into a fight, or that your husband is sexy....I mean really....you're only embarrassing yourself by posting such personal things all over a public site!

#3 I hate it when people take pictures of themselves...and I mean ALL the time! Yes I take the occasional picture of myself like when I want to show off my new hair cut or color whatever.....but when you are posting several pictures of yourself all over facebook all day everyday....you got some issues...and I hate it when they try to look sexy! Oooo let me take a picture of myself biting the end of my glasses....because people care!...No we don't!

#4 and final one. DRAMA! I really hate it when people go out of their way to cause drama because they need to make people feel as miserable as they are. Guess what dude, I graduated high school and I got married! I'm no longer interested in your childish games! So leave me out of it! Don't text me and cause problems...because I DON'T CARE! I don't want to fight with you..I don't care about all of the negative things that are constantly going on in your life! and please do not randomly text me out of the blue and say "I'm moving far away thanks for being my friend bye" All I'm going to say is "Ok, have a nice life! bye!" Or I just won't text you back!

Now, you can all say I'm causing drama with this post...and that's fine....but I'm not calling anyone out individually...and if you get angry at my post...well I guess that you are annoying! lol. Ok, I'm done venting.....This post is only about a few people....and I doubt they ever look at my blog so don't worry if you're reading this post....it's not about you. lol